Having through a lot of difficulties ,pain and troubles in my life ( not only relating to Brian's health but also other life's obstacles ), I learn to remain focus on my blessings instead of life's difficulties.
If I did them in reverse, I would have fallen apart. Well.. It happened few times, that I thought these problems were all hopeless . I had my times of doubt . I didn't turn to any medication to solve my problems. My heart said medication was not an answer ( I didn't judge to others who really need them, pls don't misunderstand me) , so I turned to God. I believe He hears me. I also turned to my sisters and brothers in Christ for prayers, support and words of wisdom. To all my brothers and sisters in Christ , I want you all to know that I am forever grateful.
Some days are more challenging than others . However my faith, hope, and love remind me that in Jesus Christ I am never alone.
I cling to God’s words in time of trouble :
Psalm 18 :2
The LORD is my rock, my fortress, and my savior; my God is my rock, in whom I find protection. He is my shield, the power that saves me, and my place of safety.
Seeing Brian playing piano in Recital , It is amazing and a miracle.He didn't forget which keys he has to play :) his memory is fine, his motor function is fine and he looks fine, I don’t take this moment as granted, It is Priceless !
Learning to pray and trust His will is better than mine. And ask Him to take me to His side and not ask Him to be on my side.
Brian's Mom
